My Heart

My heart is open to you, but it feels like you’re far away.  I’d like to hear you say the words, but I’m not sure about your reaction If I were to ask. Asking to hear you say those words it is not something that I should have to even do. I’m here. You have…

Grass

Do you even notice that my heart is broken?  Do you even care that the stars are falling? I am strong, but to a certain extent. This dry love is way too constant. We were done. We are back, but it seems your raised walls remain the same. At least for me, because I read…

Morning Person

Mornings are tough. Well… for me it is. And with that, you can conclude that I am not a morning person. AT ALL. Actually, now as I’m getting older it is getting somewhat better. The number of days that I get up early have increased not just because of the time that I need to get to my classes but because…

Ecstasy

With sensations of relaxation, my body is afloat. At least it feels afloat. Now I want nothing more than this feeling of ecstasy along with the peace of mind I have found. Technically, it is the peace of mind you have brought to me. I am happy. I am thankful. I am. In ecstasy.  …

Tears

The tears I cry are due to the heavy weight of pain and sorrow that I hold in. Don’t forget the negativity and backlash I receive from people. You hold it in and you hold it in until eventually you can’t anymore. With a heavy heart, you’re faced with a decision. What do I do with all…

Gold Digger

What do you do when your own family is the one persecuting you? What do you do when your own family is the one who tells people the negative qualities about you? Get people thinking that you’re good for nothing and a gold digger. Mind you, you do not ask the family for money. Mind…

Thank You for Your Love

Thank you. For your love gives me strength especially when I need it most. It surrounds me with health and of course, stability. With the responsibility you have towards me and I towards you comes dependability. I am happy to say that I am able to depend on you even when you’re far away. I…

Thank You

All the smiles you have brought me along with all the laughter I have experienced with you, I am happy to say that there is more good than bad between us. The memories are incredible. Every memory that comes to mind I am either smiling, laughing, or at ease because of you. I am happy. I appreciate…

Ex’s Current Ex

Dear my ex’s current. I understand that you hate me, but that’s not a reason for you to stalk me. If you know about me it is because he told you about me. No. I was not horrible to him. Not that he said that. I understand that the things he said about me were good…

Hard to Write

It is hard to write when your health is about to be determined by the tests you have done. Awaiting the results time seems to go by slowly. To even think about writing is too hard on your mind. So you wait. And you wait. And you wait some more. Writing placed on hold. Not…

I Am Scared

Dear My child. My dearest sweet child. Your mother is hoping that you really truly are there. She hopes that you exist and that soon she will feel you in her stomach, in her womb. She hopes that when she goes to the doctor, the doctor will say, “Yes. You’re with child.” “Yes. You have…

The Man at The Sports Bar

Once upon a time there was a woman name Dorinda who walked into one of her favorite places to eat with a friend. On the way there, as they walked, they saw new faces there. The Sports Bar had hired new workers. Once inside, the two women saw that it was packed. There were people all over the sports…